Lung Cancer: Cheryl's Story

"Life was so simple and lovely before I was diagnosed with cancer."

"Of course I had many reasons why my quits would not work. They were many and varied.

"Bottom line: I didn't try hard enough.

The withdrawal was too hard.
I figured I could always try again.
I had plenty of time.
People in my family never had cancer, and they all smoked, so I was safe.

"Well, all my reasons and excuses finally led me to a place where I hope NO one ever has to go.

"I caught pneumonia in October, 2003. When I saw my x-rays, I knew. The doctors still wanted more tests and biopsies, but the fact was plain as day when I saw the x-rays. I believe I knew months before that I had cancer, but I would not let myself think about it.

"I was diagnosed with limited small cell lung cancer and squamous third stage B, on November 19, 2003. It's inoperable and incurable. I had finally pushed my luck as far as my body could handle."

• Cheryl's Story, Part Two
• A Life Lost to Lung Cancer
• Why I Quit Smoking