I hope to encourage new quitters by listing some of the benefits I’ve derived from not smoking these past 3 months. I smoked for 27 years, 20 of those years a pack a day or more. For the last 3 or 4 years, I’d been chewing 5-6 pieces of nicotine gum
a day on top
of 20 cigarettes, so I had ungodly amounts of nicotine coursing through my bloodstream.
My eyes seem much brighter, like a film has been removed from them. My hands are looking better, less gnarled and dry. I can sit at my computer without having to periodically assume that "tripod position" (head and chest bent forward). Also, when I’m lying in bed, I’m not experiencing shallow breathing and rapid pulse (before, my pulse often was over 100 at rest). I don’t have to worry about the neighbors hating me for making noise opening up my window at all hours of the night to crawl out on the fire escape to smoke.
I notice that the skin tone in my legs is more uniform. Before, it had been a mottled mix of purple, grey, and white; now, it just seems pale.
Went running for 30 minutes, and it wasn’t too bad. I’m noticing that I haven’t had that painful jaw/facial ache since I quit smoking. My jaw used to ache so badly. I think it’s because I was so incredibly anxious as a smoker. My paranoia is a lot less. I used to feel like total strangers hated me. Skin definitely looking better, like it’s moisturized from within. As a smoker, even though I drank a lot of water, my skin was so dehydrated that it had a kind of "tenting" effect; you could pinch a little bit and it would stay in place! I feel much better about my skin. My hands are really looking tons better; almost an asset now, whereas before they’d been a detriment. Broken blood vessels on my cheeks less prominent. Yellow/white bumps under my eyes are only apparent if I strain to look for them.
Feel like I’m coming alive. Noticing that I’m taking the scenic route while running errands on foot, something I never
would have done before. Laughed long and loud on the phone today; unusual for me. Feel a kind of incredible joy and excitement about what might be.
No longer hard to exercise 4x a week (used to be very
hard to exercise 3x/week). Took myself off my blood pressure medication (HCTZ) to see what might happen.
No longer have that "ticking", pressurized feeling like I’m in the bottom of a swimming pool when I tip my head down, bending over. Haven’t taken a nap on my days off since first week of the quit (used to nap for 4 or 5 hours every time I had a day off). I’m able to open up my mouth and look inside without feeling fearful. Can breathe out of both nostrils right now (covering up one at a time), which I haven’t been able to do in ages.
Survived the death of my beloved cat, Sota, age 16 1/2. This was one of the saddest experiences of my life, and I made it through without smoking.
Running 30 minutes is now easy, lung-wise. Biggest change since quitting smoking is in my energy. Getting things done is just not so hard anymore. Last year, the trip to the post office to mail my Christmas packages involved weeks of procrastination and dreading. It just seemed like such an ordeal, and it took all of my energy to drag myself down to the post office. This year, I did it without thinking too much about it – and accomplished several other things that day as well.
Now running 35 minutes at a time, four or five times a week.
Am getting out of my house more now and am finding it difficult to spend an entire day indoors. It used to be the opposite; I hated to ever leave, for fear of being separated from my cigarettes.I’m not dreading the family wedding in March the way I would have when I was the only smoker. I don’t feel like everyone will be judging me. Heels of my feet less rough and scaly (due to improved circulation?) No lymph node or ear pain in ages. Have been monitoring my blood pressure regularly since I went off the medication and it’s been terrific. Latest: 116/67! Pulse 59! Can’t wait to tell my doctor!